I called you.a last resort to truly move onthinking if I could just know you were wellthen perhaps one day…I could be too. ring after ring after ringknowing I should stop but it’s too late.The call connects but no sound comes then drops as I lose connection. committed now I try again it rings and [...]
Category: in my head
awake.
It's been months since I last laid awake allowing you to crawl inside my brain. but here I am againlost with you, in my mind on yet another sleepless night. I let my guard down yesterday.read an old text you'd sent thinking I'd be finebut I'm not.thoughts of you infiltrate my brainand I can't shut [...]
alone.
Another sleepless night. I lay awake for hours willing myself not to reread our old messages I have saved on my phone. I oftentimes find myself inadvertently scrolling through the screenshots I have of all of the beautiful things you used to say to me. But tonight even that causes too much pain. They say that [...]
the elle words 