Hi there. It’s me. elle. As yet another year of life begins to draw to a close and a new one is beginning, I find that instead of the usual panic and fear that annually encapsulates me from December to March, I feel… excited. Excitement for what a new year of life will bring, and [...]
closure.
I called you.a last resort to truly move onthinking if I could just know you were wellthen perhaps one day…I could be too. ring after ring after ringknowing I should stop but it’s too late.The call connects but no sound comes then drops as I lose connection. committed now I try again it rings and [...]
awake.
It's been months since I last laid awake allowing you to crawl inside my brain. but here I am againlost with you, in my mind on yet another sleepless night. I let my guard down yesterday.read an old text you'd sent thinking I'd be finebut I'm not.thoughts of you infiltrate my brainand I can't shut [...]
the elle words 